Where do I want to go with writing on this blog?
I haven’t written here in 2 years, yet every time it’s time to renew I never want to let it go.
I keep saying I’m going to blog again but then I don’t.
Most of the time I’ve blamed it on lack of time.
But really it comes down to being scared.
I’m scared of putting myself out there, of saying the wrong thing and offending someone, of the possibility of hurtful and negative comments and the list of fears goes on and on.
I’m also fearful of the pressure I’ve put on myself for the blog to be/do something that I don’t really have the time or energy for. So a lot of my lack of not taking action here has to do with my own expectations.
But I do have the time and energy to write here occasionally and have this as a creative outlet and hobby I can do from home.
So I’m figuring why not dust this space off and write here again? I encourage my children to do hard things, to push past their fears (if it’s reasonable to do so). So here’s my opportunity to put that into practice in my own life and push past my fears to do something that I do really want to do.
So here I am, blogging again. I’m a bit rusty and it may take a bit to figure out exactly what I’m going to be writing about but I’m just going to put in the effort, write and see what happens.
I look forward to your experiences and insight, Jody. You always share them with expertise and grace and always with eloquence. Write from your heart and you will bless many and those who don’t recognize being blessed, well… fiddle with them
Thank you Kim! I appreciate your encouragement!
Hi Jody, good to read your post. I think it’s a wise and generous idea to write when you feel like it and time gives you an opportunity. The last year or so has had it’s unique challenges in addition to the ones some of us have in our day to day lives. Lockdown slowed the pace of life into a different rhythm, which highlighted the importance of family, community and caring for those you love and less about other’s criticisms and expectations.
Fear is what stops us the most. I too can relate to what you said about fear (Fearful of saying true wrong thing and offending someone). But the reality is not everyone will like you. Everyone will not agree with all your thoughts & opinions. Life is too short for us not being our true self. I see people who are flawed, not trying to protray the best version of themselves 100% of the time, living their best life. I’m trying to get on that level. You got this Jody. Stay in your own lane and adjust your speed however you want.